Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Nothin last forever...
Well, normal day again lo...skool over d den my fren wan me pei wushu wif her but since so little ppl go we decided to skip todays lesson =D so i went to cc n dota 2 matches(bad game zzz) den i hitched a taxi back home...ALOT OF HW to be done ler...
Well, bath, eat do hw n chat on maple as usual again...den suddenly Jessie had some probs comin to my map...She suddenly said her mom suddenly went out so i asked she said anything? Den she replied she said this is the end of her marriage with her dad...I WAS SO GOD DAM SHOCKED TO HEAR DAT!! CUZ D LAST TIME THIS HAPPENED SHE WAS CRYING ALL THE DAY!! I WUDNT WANNA SEE HER SAD FACE CUZ ITS PAINFUL FR ME!! EVEN WRITING THIS NW IS MAKIN MY EYES WTERY!! ARGH!!
I cudnt do much, its her own affairs and Im powerless to do anything but sit and wait...I felt so powerless, so depressed...that I reli needed company for awhile...so i found my maple gren nuer on msn n I chatted with her...I got bak on my feet soon n its all thx to my maple gren nuer ^^ tq agnes~rly appreciate it~
But Im still concerned of Jessie, she loves her parents and I wont know what she'll do if they divorce...the only option I had was to leave her alone...What else can I do?? She prefers to b alone in these times too...I seriously wished I cud b of more help but I cant...powerless me...
D day is nearing to an end now and my beloved Jessie is sleeping with her broken heart......I hope u can get over this...Jessie, I may not replace your parents and I may seem annoying at times but I'll b here when u need me...I need u too...so plz...hope u feel better soon...
posted @ 6:37 AM